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What railroad ties?

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The previous owner
had a tacky garden in the back.

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Railroad ties, gravel.
I thought you guys could use them.

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You never came.

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- We never heard about 'em.
- They're still back there.

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Covered in dog shit, but still there.

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- What's the matter with your eyes?
- What?

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- I got allergies.
- Me, too. It's brutal.

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- Don't you take anything?
- Nothing works.

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You know the herbal tea?
The two-times-a-day one?

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- No.
- Tea?

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I got some. It tastes like hell,
but it works most of the time.

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- When it doesn't, I take a prescription.
- What, drugs?

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- What do you think?
- Mr. Natural here can't do drugs.

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It's a good way to be. Don't make fun of him.

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I'm not making fun of him.

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- You know about the new watering law?
- What's the law?

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I let my lawn die,
so the president of IBM can fill his pool?

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Jesus. You sound like shit. Do you want a pill?

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- No, thanks.
- Why? You like suffering?

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- He's trying to cleanse.
- Okay, don't make fun of him.

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- I'm not...
- You only got one body, gotta care for it.

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- You eating cheese?
- No dairy.

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He had pizza for lunch yesterday.
What are you saying?

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- I'm trying to cut down.
- You won't take a pill, but you eat pizza?

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Come in. I'll give you some of that tea.

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It's herbal. Herbal's good for you.

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Come on. The car guy's waiting.
We got 45 minutes.

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- Are you on lunch break?
- Yes, we are.

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So am I. I'll give you some food.

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I've just gotta feed these puppies.

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Two minutes! There goes the break.

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Get some of this tea off of her anyway.

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Come on, quick!
I don't want to let the puppies out.

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Get back!

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I got 'em. Watch the puppy!

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Look at that one. Watch it. Get it!

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There's too many pharmaceutical labs
to let them run around unescorted.

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Come on!

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Come on. Out.

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Lunchtime.

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Just make yourselves comfortable
here at the Taj Mahal.

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They're beautiful, aren't they?

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- What are they?
- Mutts.

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Black lab, though. Why, you want one?

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- I don't know if it's...
- Look.

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- You got a dog?
- No.

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Never?

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- Not even when you were a kid?
- Nope.

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Look how much
that little hungry puppy likes you.

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You wanna show me
where these railroad ties are...

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...and we can load them up?

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Right back there behind the shed.
Next to the gravel.

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Take the ties and the gravel, I'll throw in a dog.

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I don't think my wife
would appreciate a third dog.

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It's up to Paul there.

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Never mind the bong. Look out for the dog shit.

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She likes you.

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You got a girlfriend?

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No.

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- A roommate?
- No.

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- Yard?
- Yeah.

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You should take her.

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You never get lonely.

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I come home from work, I'm so glad they're here.

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It's like a marriage.

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A group marriage.

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They're our equals, you know, animals.

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Some ways, our superiors.

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They don't care who you are.

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You're sincere with them, they love you.

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No head trips.

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I don't think that humankind
is the center of the universe.

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A lot of problems would be solved
if we realized that.

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I love animals.

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- You eat meat?
- I just stopped.

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That's good.

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I mean, how could you love a...

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...sweet little thing like that and eat a steak?

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You know?

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You should take her.

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If you don't want her,
I'll let you bring her back, I promise.

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- Okay.
- Okay.

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Here. I'll give you my number.

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- Thanks.
- What's your name?

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- Paul.
- I'm Georgia.

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I work at the school.

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Why did I say that?

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Don't you hate it when people define you
by where you work?

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- We were just talking about...
- Where do people hang out here?

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- There's...
- Single people.

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I went to that bar, the Ancient Mariner.

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They all look like escapees
from a J. Crew catalogue.

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Chinos, the whole uniform.

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Look how much she loves you.

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I don't have a car...

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Murph and me, we were gonna go look at one.
Now it's too late.

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- I'm sorry.
- That's not what I meant. It's okay.

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It's just that in this town...

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...there's not a lot to do without a car...

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I have a car.

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You can...

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...go other places and stuff...

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- But me, I mostly...
- That stuff looks great!

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Those ties, gravel,
I could use that on my driveway.

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Did you see the old barrels?

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- Barrels?
- Over next to the ties.

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Next to the shed, not behind it.

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Next to the shed.

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I'll go look.

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So, you don't have a car.

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- You want to go out sometime?
- Sure.

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- I mean, it's...
- Sure.

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Because in this town, there's not a lot...

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I can drive. Just call me.

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Okay.

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When?

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- When?
- Friday?

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- You don't waste any time, do you?
- "Birds gotta fly, fish gotta swim."

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There's only one barrel.

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I know. It's back there.

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We've got time to look at the car if...

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I got some Kleenex if you guys want it.
And I need to make that tea.

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And you're taking a pill.
I've made my declaration.

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- I'll take the pill.
- Well...

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I didn't wanna go
rushing around without any lunch.

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She got hungry...

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We don't have to rush. Haste makes waste.

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You gonna ask her out?
She looks like she got good karma.

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I already did.

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One year McCain had these left over.
I planted these day lilies.

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Every year they come up.

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Lilies round the trash.

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You know...

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...I been thinking about going
to that warrior weekend on Labor Day.

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The thing in the woods? The brochure?

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- It only costs $200.
- $200?

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That includes food...

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...lodging...
- What lodging? Three days of campground.

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- Food...
- You said food. So...

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I don't know. They got Porta-Potties.

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Must be money for the organization, too.

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They got speakers! They got a sweat lodge, too.

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Sweat lodge?

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A sweat lodge. It's like a sauna.
It's like an Indian...

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It's like an American Indian hut
where guys go to relax and...

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It's like healing.

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You need healing from the wound
they give you with the $200.

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It's just a place for men...

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...to go and relate to other men
and their sons. Sweat.

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Feel good.

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You don't have to spend $200
to do that kind of thing.

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- I know.
- Softball!

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You know what? Maybe it's not about the money.

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Like you say.

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You watch late-night TV?

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You know those guys...

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They're speakers and they're selling their tapes,
secrets to inner peace.

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What do you call that?

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- Infomercials.
- Okay.

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If they really got the secret to inner peace,
wouldn't they give it free?

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Why do you have to pee back there?

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Too much soda.

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That makes sense if you think about it.
Too much soda.

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What are you doing?

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Us?

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We're playing tennis. What's it look like?

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- Right?
- No, you're not.

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Yeah, we are, too.

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Can I try?

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I don't know. What do you think?

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- He looks like a tennis player to me.
- Okay. But you know what?

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All right.

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This is what you do. You paint.

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Here to here, there to there. Right there.

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Watch it, now.

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- What do you think?
- Natural tennis player.

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What do you say?

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- Thank you.
- You're welcome.

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What do they find out
on these warrior weekends?

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We're all supposed to be warriors?

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Yeah.

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Just there aren't any more wars to test us.

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Plenty of wars.

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It's also a place for men to relate to other men.

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A place where it's safe for you
to admit your anxieties, your fears.

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Maybe figure out why you feel empty at your job.

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Why your life has no meaning. All that stuff.

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The speakers there...

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...they give you the meaning?

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I don't know. That's why I wanna go.

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There must be something behind it.

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Sure there's something.
Your money, that's what's behind it.

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I read this really good book last week.

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- This one's good!
- Not another book.

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This is a good one.
It's all about architectural history.

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In the Middle Ages,
all society's biggest buildings were cathedrals.

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Then, in a later century...

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...all the biggest buildings are political palaces.

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00:12:34,294 --> 00:12:38,196
Today, what are the biggest buildings?
They're all office buildings, right?

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I mean, you know...

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That shows how things have changed...

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...over time.

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There's no room in society anymore
for spirituality.

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It's all business now.

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Maybe that's why men feel empty at their jobs.

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I don't feel empty at my job.

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I like my job.

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I also like eating meatloaf, but what the heck?

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Okay. How come you go to church?

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I go to church to...

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...see my neighbors, think about my life.

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Wish people well. Help out.
That's church, too, you know.

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It's not all theology.
"Love thy neighbor." "Thou shalt not kill."

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- What's the point of that?
- Doesn't every religion say that?

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That's just to hook you in.

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But you know what?

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People wanna do good. They wanna be good.

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The people that run these religions,
what do they do?

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They tell you, "This is what you do to be good."

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That makes you feel better.
You give them your money!

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But it's mostly things
that people would be doing anyway.

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How come they don't?

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Most do.

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Look at these lilies.

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I hope they come up next year.

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There's nothing that will make you feel emptier...

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...in your life...

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...than to spend all your time
thinking about money.

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But nobody who wants your $200
is gonna tell you that.

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What about war?
You think that's people doing good?

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That's money, too, isn't it?

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They might say it's about something else
to get you to go.

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So you don't think man is naturally violent?

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"Man"?

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Come on. Look around you.

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Can my friend try?

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You want your friend to try?

239
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Get him to show you how.

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You gotta paint the back.
You paint the front, we'll be in big trouble.

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There you go.

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Go ahead.

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- What's your name?
- Bobby.

244
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- Okay. What's her name?
- Kristin.

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You step on those lilies,
I'm gonna have to shoot you.

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He means that.

247
00:15:17,557 --> 00:15:20,720
You know what my general rule is?
We're all in this together.

248
00:15:21,494 --> 00:15:25,487
Look at Earth from the moon,
you don't see lines by countries or states.

249
00:15:25,565 --> 00:15:26,793
It's all about money.

250
00:15:29,102 --> 00:15:30,535
What do you guys think?

251
00:15:31,104 --> 00:15:33,129
- Pretty good.
- Pretty good?

252
00:15:33,206 --> 00:15:35,436
Okay. You owe me $150.

253
00:15:39,045 --> 00:15:40,637
Bobby, come here.

254
00:15:43,183 --> 00:15:44,844
Go over there...

255
00:15:45,318 --> 00:15:47,115
...and get us four sodas.

256
00:15:47,620 --> 00:15:48,746
What do you say?

257
00:15:49,522 --> 00:15:51,752
"Please." Help him out there, would you?

258
00:15:52,125 --> 00:15:54,719
Make him hurry.
We're sweating to death over here.

259
00:15:56,162 --> 00:15:57,322
It's so hot.

260
00:15:58,031 --> 00:15:59,862
In my little sweat lodge.

261
00:16:59,025 --> 00:17:03,291
This time of the school year,
really great applejacks start showing up.

262
00:17:03,463 --> 00:17:04,725
- I had it once.
- And?

263
00:17:04,797 --> 00:17:07,357
I don't know. It was kind of like sniffing glue.

264
00:17:07,734 --> 00:17:10,464
Except with a really great taste and no crash.

265
00:17:14,574 --> 00:17:18,601
In high school, they hired this guy, O'Rourke,
as a smoking lounge monitor.

266
00:17:19,579 --> 00:17:21,479
He was an older guy, in his 20s.

267
00:17:22,949 --> 00:17:25,008
He was the kind of guy you related to.

268
00:17:25,451 --> 00:17:28,318
I mean, girls would leave notes with him.

269
00:17:28,788 --> 00:17:31,052
A book to give to somebody two periods later.

270
00:17:31,291 --> 00:17:35,125
He was cool, smoked cigarettes,
wore jeans, the whole thing. You trusted him.

271
00:17:35,361 --> 00:17:36,953
Turns out the guy was a narc.

272
00:17:37,030 --> 00:17:38,463
- Canary.
- Right.

273
00:17:38,564 --> 00:17:39,792
- Stool pigeon?
- Yeah.

274
00:17:39,866 --> 00:17:42,460
All of a sudden, kids started getting busted.

275
00:17:42,635 --> 00:17:45,263
Vice-principal would find pot
in some kid's locker.

276
00:17:45,471 --> 00:17:49,305
Cops would bust up parties
in the middle of the woods at night.

277
00:17:49,409 --> 00:17:50,808
No one could figure it out.

278
00:17:50,877 --> 00:17:53,778
Then one day,
this girl who lives near the school...

279
00:17:53,846 --> 00:17:57,407
...tells O'Rourke she's going home for study hall,
which is illegal.

280
00:17:57,483 --> 00:18:01,442
Twenty minutes later, vice-principal shows up,
busts her screwing her boyfriend.

281
00:18:01,621 --> 00:18:02,849
How old is she?

282
00:18:03,289 --> 00:18:05,223
I don't know. 16 or something.

283
00:18:05,925 --> 00:18:09,156
Anyway, they take the girl to the office
to call her parents.

284
00:18:09,829 --> 00:18:11,091
The boyfriend...

285
00:18:11,431 --> 00:18:14,025
...sees O'Rourke in the vice-principal's office...

286
00:18:14,100 --> 00:18:15,260
...and he's going:

287
00:18:15,635 --> 00:18:18,832
"I know it wasn't drugs,
but this girl's not even 16."

288
00:18:20,473 --> 00:18:21,735
That's how we knew.

289
00:18:21,975 --> 00:18:23,943
That was his proof O'Rourke knocked.

290
00:18:24,243 --> 00:18:26,473
He follows him out into the smoking lounge.

291
00:18:26,713 --> 00:18:28,146
And he confronts him.

292
00:18:28,314 --> 00:18:31,943
O'Rourke knows he's caught,
so the boyfriend knocks him right on his ass.

293
00:18:32,618 --> 00:18:36,452
- Boyfriend, he's a student?
- No. He's an older guy.

294
00:18:36,522 --> 00:18:39,184
So then these gearheads,
who always talk to O'Rourke...

295
00:18:39,258 --> 00:18:41,123
...come over to stick up for him.

296
00:18:41,194 --> 00:18:43,389
The boyfriend says, "Wait! This guy's a narc."

297
00:18:43,463 --> 00:18:45,124
The gearheads are like, "No way!"

298
00:18:45,198 --> 00:18:48,190
A couple of them believe him.
They know him from his car.

299
00:18:48,501 --> 00:18:50,833
He's got this hot '73 Duster.

300
00:18:51,804 --> 00:18:53,772
Finally, O'Rourke admits it.

301
00:18:54,407 --> 00:18:55,806
And he says:

302
00:18:56,376 --> 00:18:59,868
"I understand kids. Right? You know?

303
00:19:00,179 --> 00:19:02,374
"I just narc on them for their own good."

304
00:19:04,917 --> 00:19:06,976
Like learning your best friend was a Nazi.

305
00:19:07,053 --> 00:19:08,179
Deceived.

306
00:19:08,654 --> 00:19:10,952
But it was like someone who...

307
00:19:11,024 --> 00:19:12,685
- Betrayed.
- Totally!

308
00:19:13,359 --> 00:19:15,293
There you are in high school.

309
00:19:15,395 --> 00:19:17,625
You're young, of course you wanna...

310
00:19:18,197 --> 00:19:20,461
...hang out with girls, talk.

311
00:19:20,800 --> 00:19:23,064
Smoke a little weed. It's harmless, though.

312
00:19:23,936 --> 00:19:25,597
We were still learning.

313
00:19:27,740 --> 00:19:29,935
What does something like that teach you?

314
00:19:30,276 --> 00:19:33,677
"Don't trust someone you think is one of you.
He might be one of them.

315
00:19:34,680 --> 00:19:37,376
"Return to doing everything secretly."
We learned that.

316
00:19:40,119 --> 00:19:42,519
So what happened to O'Rourke?

317
00:19:46,159 --> 00:19:48,252
The gearheads beat the shit out of him.

318
00:19:49,595 --> 00:19:51,426
I guess he learned something, too.

319
00:20:01,240 --> 00:20:03,572
It's always a surprise when you're betrayed.

320
00:20:06,345 --> 00:20:08,370
Like when Don Regan comes and tells me...

321
00:20:08,448 --> 00:20:10,507
- You mean Regan from next door?
- Yeah.

322
00:20:10,850 --> 00:20:12,044
My neighbor.

323
00:20:12,351 --> 00:20:14,342
He comes and tells me, in my house...

324
00:20:15,455 --> 00:20:18,822
...my son Bobby can't be scoutmaster
for Cub Scouts, because he's gay.

325
00:20:22,395 --> 00:20:23,555
My neighbor.

326
00:20:24,330 --> 00:20:26,457
Seen the kid grow up for 20 years.

327
00:20:27,900 --> 00:20:30,960
He says, "I represent the Boy Scouts
of America and the town."

328
00:20:31,104 --> 00:20:33,265
I say, "Regan...

329
00:20:34,073 --> 00:20:35,768
"...we're talking about Bobby."

330
00:20:39,145 --> 00:20:41,113
He looks at me with tears in his eyes.

331
00:20:42,315 --> 00:20:44,442
Tears in his eyes! And he says:

332
00:20:46,085 --> 00:20:47,347
"I'm sorry, Murph.

333
00:20:47,420 --> 00:20:50,184
"I'm just not comfortable
having them around the boys."

334
00:20:51,657 --> 00:20:52,954
"Them."

335
00:20:59,532 --> 00:21:01,090
He wouldn't cross the line.

336
00:21:01,167 --> 00:21:04,500
He had to, for the boys' own sake.

337
00:21:05,438 --> 00:21:07,565
Didn't want to. He had to.

338
00:21:10,843 --> 00:21:12,037
My God.

339
00:21:12,245 --> 00:21:15,544
I carried his daughter to the doctor,
five streets away...

340
00:21:15,615 --> 00:21:17,947
...when she tipped the barbecue over on her.

341
00:21:21,154 --> 00:21:23,349
I'm running five streets...

342
00:21:23,756 --> 00:21:25,747
...her in my arms, screaming.

343
00:21:29,762 --> 00:21:32,322
Bobby cut his lawn for six years.

344
00:22:09,535 --> 00:22:11,002
I don't know.

345
00:22:15,575 --> 00:22:17,543
I can't offer you applejack, so...

346
00:22:26,452 --> 00:22:29,080
- You got a light?
- Yeah.

347
00:22:37,396 --> 00:22:40,263
I know. I'm supposed to hold it in, right?

348
00:22:46,105 --> 00:22:47,299
Jesus.

349
00:22:47,506 --> 00:22:48,803
Nice one, Murph.

350
00:22:59,652 --> 00:23:02,382
You sort of just go with the flow there,
don't you?

351
00:23:09,829 --> 00:23:12,662
In 15 minutes you're gonna be craving
ice cream or coffee.

352
00:23:12,765 --> 00:23:14,528
You know what the doctor told me?

353
00:23:15,534 --> 00:23:18,128
Go easy on fat. Cut down on coffee.

354
00:23:18,237 --> 00:23:21,866
Now they tell me. I'd rather skip
the last 30 years than start up now.

355
00:23:21,941 --> 00:23:25,138
What have you got
once you give up coffee and ice cream?

356
00:23:25,544 --> 00:23:28,877
- There's always sex.
- I hope there's always sex.

357
00:23:28,981 --> 00:23:30,141
God, me too.

358
00:23:31,550 --> 00:23:34,144
You ever think about what it must be like to be...

359
00:23:35,054 --> 00:23:36,282
...sixty...

360
00:23:38,624 --> 00:23:39,682
You know...

361
00:23:39,859 --> 00:23:41,326
Eighty years old.

362
00:23:41,661 --> 00:23:43,652
Knowing the last time...

363
00:23:45,865 --> 00:23:48,493
That the last time that you...

364
00:23:50,102 --> 00:23:51,262
Fucked?

365
00:23:55,541 --> 00:23:59,443
Knowing the last time you fucked,
that was the last time.

366
00:24:00,713 --> 00:24:02,704
You are never gonna do it again.

367
00:24:06,385 --> 00:24:09,411
- I wonder if you relish it.
- God, I hope you relish it.

368
00:24:09,989 --> 00:24:11,251
I mean, what a...

369
00:24:12,158 --> 00:24:13,682
- Drag?
- Thank you.

370
00:24:14,327 --> 00:24:17,296
...drag it would be! I mean, relish it.

371
00:24:21,967 --> 00:24:25,300
I just hope I die a little younger,
so I don't rot down to nothing.

372
00:24:25,838 --> 00:24:27,669
I don't want to see my friends die.

373
00:24:39,285 --> 00:24:42,118
- Suppose your wife goes first.
- I've thought about that.

374
00:24:42,188 --> 00:24:43,849
I don't see a point thinking about it.

375
00:24:43,923 --> 00:24:46,915
- I can't control what will or won't happen.
- Right.

376
00:24:48,527 --> 00:24:50,722
This book says if your partner dies first...

377
00:24:50,796 --> 00:24:52,093
Wait. "Partner"?

378
00:24:52,498 --> 00:24:56,867
Partner. Husband. Wife.
Boyfriend. Significant other.

379
00:24:57,837 --> 00:24:58,895
Partner.

380
00:25:00,639 --> 00:25:04,541
- So, if your partner dies first...
- You have to have a contract with this?

381
00:25:06,779 --> 00:25:08,644
No.

382
00:25:09,115 --> 00:25:11,913
Agreement would do. A simple handshake.

383
00:25:13,285 --> 00:25:14,343
Okay.

384
00:25:16,355 --> 00:25:17,447
So...

385
00:25:18,524 --> 00:25:21,721
- Lf your partner dies...
- For a cowboy, would it be your pardner?

386
00:25:23,129 --> 00:25:24,187
Jesus.

387
00:25:24,563 --> 00:25:26,588
In a few minutes, you'll have the worst...

388
00:25:26,665 --> 00:25:28,963
...coffee jones of your entire life.

389
00:25:30,236 --> 00:25:32,261
I got a hankerin' right now.

390
00:25:33,339 --> 00:25:35,034
- Hankerin'?
- Yeah.

391
00:25:36,809 --> 00:25:38,834
Let's stop off at Bagelrama.

392
00:25:38,911 --> 00:25:41,072
On the way on 35.

393
00:25:53,526 --> 00:25:54,686
So, if your...

394
00:26:01,734 --> 00:26:03,531
What?

395
00:26:06,839 --> 00:26:08,067
So, they say...

396
00:26:11,010 --> 00:26:12,477
I forget what I was saying.

397
00:26:13,712 --> 00:26:14,804
Partner!

398
00:26:16,449 --> 00:26:18,610
They say that if your partner dies first...

399
00:26:19,485 --> 00:26:23,182
...sometimes the ethereal body
will stick around in the house...

400
00:26:23,522 --> 00:26:25,752
...because the partner still has issues...

401
00:26:27,226 --> 00:26:30,787
...with the survivor to take care of
before he can accept death.

402
00:26:31,897 --> 00:26:33,262
To let go of that fear.

403
00:26:33,866 --> 00:26:35,026
Fear of dying.

404
00:26:35,468 --> 00:26:36,765
Like a ghost?

405
00:26:38,804 --> 00:26:40,101
Sort of.

406
00:26:41,340 --> 00:26:43,865
Except more like her energy field.

407
00:26:44,610 --> 00:26:45,838
Her spirit.

408
00:26:46,512 --> 00:26:49,481
Then you can continue
that relationship based on...

409
00:26:50,783 --> 00:26:52,444
...all your time together...

410
00:26:53,185 --> 00:26:54,277
...in sync...

411
00:26:56,155 --> 00:26:57,213
...as...

412
00:26:58,324 --> 00:26:59,723
...temporal beings.

413
00:27:01,627 --> 00:27:02,821
Temporal beings?

414
00:27:02,962 --> 00:27:05,897
In the body,
while you're still alive, in your bodies.

415
00:27:05,965 --> 00:27:08,798
You know so much about her energy
and she of yours.

416
00:27:08,868 --> 00:27:11,166
The relationship keeps going on.

417
00:27:16,876 --> 00:27:18,036
That's memory.

418
00:27:21,680 --> 00:27:22,840
Right.

419
00:27:25,117 --> 00:27:26,812
How long have you been married?

420
00:27:28,020 --> 00:27:29,351
Forty-five years.

421
00:27:33,893 --> 00:27:35,087
You...

422
00:27:36,662 --> 00:27:38,527
...never fucked around?

423
00:27:39,832 --> 00:27:41,026
No.

424
00:27:44,270 --> 00:27:46,261
Well, twice.

425
00:27:47,172 --> 00:27:49,231
That's fucking around. Once would be.

426
00:27:49,308 --> 00:27:52,209
It was during the war. We all did it.

427
00:27:53,445 --> 00:27:54,810
You were going crazy!

428
00:27:55,080 --> 00:27:57,844
You get married,
finally find out what it's all about.

429
00:27:57,917 --> 00:28:01,114
Go into service,
they expect you to do without for two years?

430
00:28:02,288 --> 00:28:03,619
We were going nuts.

431
00:28:05,157 --> 00:28:06,852
They were nice girls, though.

432
00:28:07,226 --> 00:28:08,921
A porn star, I could screw.

433
00:28:09,361 --> 00:28:10,760
I don't know about a whore.

434
00:28:10,829 --> 00:28:12,820
You're obviously a man of discerning tastes.

435
00:28:17,202 --> 00:28:18,294
One time...

436
00:28:19,805 --> 00:28:21,773
...when my brother died in Ohio.

437
00:28:23,409 --> 00:28:26,970
My wife is sick.
I went to the funeral by myself. Cancer.

438
00:28:29,548 --> 00:28:31,709
I felt weak.

439
00:28:31,784 --> 00:28:36,050
I don't know,
I wanted to dissolve into the ground.

440
00:28:36,388 --> 00:28:37,548
My kid brother.

441
00:28:38,724 --> 00:28:41,693
Anyway, I'm driving around
in this kind of run-down...

442
00:28:42,561 --> 00:28:44,119
...section there. Dayton.

443
00:28:45,130 --> 00:28:46,791
I don't know what I'm doing.

444
00:28:48,801 --> 00:28:51,269
I knew what I was doing.
I was looking for a woman.

445
00:28:54,273 --> 00:28:55,262
I mean...

446
00:28:56,976 --> 00:28:58,534
I never told this to anybody.

447
00:29:00,112 --> 00:29:05,015
So I'm driving. It's a warehouse district.
This woman waves at me and gets to the car.

448
00:29:06,318 --> 00:29:07,808
She asks me if I want a date.

449
00:29:07,886 --> 00:29:10,446
They say that so if you're a cop,
and you say yes...

450
00:29:11,023 --> 00:29:13,287
...then they can say:

451
00:29:13,359 --> 00:29:15,987
"All I wanted was a date.
Suddenly he's all over me."

452
00:29:16,061 --> 00:29:17,221
Right.

453
00:29:17,930 --> 00:29:19,659
I don't know what to do.

454
00:29:21,000 --> 00:29:24,299
I look at her. I look at the steering wheel.

455
00:29:26,138 --> 00:29:28,368
What do I say to her? "My brother's dead"?

456
00:29:29,241 --> 00:29:30,731
What's that mean to her?

457
00:29:31,310 --> 00:29:32,572
She says to me:

458
00:29:32,945 --> 00:29:34,936
"I could blow you right here for $15."

459
00:29:35,347 --> 00:29:38,874
"Or we get a room, you do me any way you want.
That's $30, plus the room."

460
00:29:43,188 --> 00:29:44,416
What'd you do?

461
00:29:45,290 --> 00:29:47,417
For a minute I'm thinking, "Do it."

462
00:29:48,460 --> 00:29:49,620
Only...

463
00:29:51,130 --> 00:29:52,688
...I don't know this woman.

464
00:29:53,599 --> 00:29:56,090
Nothing meaningful's gonna happen.

465
00:29:57,336 --> 00:29:59,827
When you're young, sex is like...

466
00:30:00,939 --> 00:30:02,531
You see it and just...

467
00:30:04,476 --> 00:30:06,535
But a few years go by and...

468
00:30:07,413 --> 00:30:09,438
...there's gotta be something more...

469
00:30:09,648 --> 00:30:11,275
...that's bigger than sex.

470
00:30:12,284 --> 00:30:13,615
Like jokes.

471
00:30:14,620 --> 00:30:15,882
Laugh together.

472
00:30:16,789 --> 00:30:19,121
There's gotta be something out there that's...

473
00:30:20,926 --> 00:30:24,191
...more important than just a physical thing.

474
00:30:26,031 --> 00:30:27,328
Gotta be connected.

475
00:30:28,734 --> 00:30:29,826
Murph.

476
00:30:31,937 --> 00:30:33,268
You're stoned.

477
00:30:45,417 --> 00:30:48,477
Sometimes, I can hear my brother
like he's standing next to me.

478
00:30:51,090 --> 00:30:52,614
"You ought to be a poet."

479
00:30:56,829 --> 00:30:58,296
How do you be a poet?

480
00:31:00,966 --> 00:31:02,433
How do you be anything?

481
00:31:03,469 --> 00:31:06,404
I feel like once you figure out
how to make a living...

482
00:31:07,206 --> 00:31:08,764
...there's never time to...

483
00:31:09,308 --> 00:31:10,400
Live?

484
00:31:11,410 --> 00:31:12,536
Right.

485
00:31:14,680 --> 00:31:18,207
He said something to me once
I think about every autumn.

486
00:31:20,219 --> 00:31:22,210
This Indian language he knew...

487
00:31:22,688 --> 00:31:24,849
...from this tribe up in New England...

488
00:31:26,525 --> 00:31:28,356
...where we grew up, near lthaca...

489
00:31:31,530 --> 00:31:34,397
...the word that they had for "poetry"...

490
00:31:36,368 --> 00:31:38,529
...was the same word they had for "breath."

491
00:31:41,907 --> 00:31:44,137
So, breathing was like making a poem.

492
00:31:57,656 --> 00:31:59,851
Maybe that's why they didn't have books.

493
00:32:01,393 --> 00:32:02,519
What do you mean?

494
00:32:04,696 --> 00:32:05,924
I mean...

495
00:32:06,965 --> 00:32:09,297
...breathing is the same as poetry...

496
00:32:11,103 --> 00:32:14,095
...and you're walking around and...

497
00:32:15,707 --> 00:32:17,368
...this is all you see.

498
00:32:20,279 --> 00:32:22,247
You don't gotta write anything down.

499
00:32:24,616 --> 00:32:26,447
You're living in a poem.

500
00:34:51,263 --> 00:34:54,061
One time Bobby and I were in church together.

501
00:34:56,168 --> 00:34:58,227
He was 13, 14.

502
00:35:01,206 --> 00:35:03,970
He went to early mass with me
because Elaine was sick.

503
00:35:07,646 --> 00:35:10,979
Boy, it was hotter than hell that day.

504
00:35:11,149 --> 00:35:12,912
Shoulder to shoulder in the pews.

505
00:35:13,952 --> 00:35:15,920
Bobby didn't like going to early mass.

506
00:35:16,021 --> 00:35:19,184
Wanted to watch Abbott and Costello,
go at 11:00 with Elaine.

507
00:35:25,364 --> 00:35:28,993
During the sermon...
Now, remember, I was your age.

508
00:35:31,169 --> 00:35:33,296
Bobby lays his head down on my shoulder.

509
00:35:43,615 --> 00:35:46,812
I let it sit there for about three seconds...

510
00:35:47,519 --> 00:35:49,987
...then I shoved my shoulder up, much to say:

511
00:35:50,355 --> 00:35:52,323
"Okay. Sit up straight. Now."

512
00:35:57,596 --> 00:35:59,962
Maybe he was tired. I don't know.

513
00:36:02,768 --> 00:36:07,364
He wasn't tired. He was a kid.
He was with his dad. He loved his dad.

514
00:36:08,473 --> 00:36:12,136
He laid his head down on his dad's shoulder
the same way he would his mom's.

515
00:36:19,418 --> 00:36:21,886
In my head I told myself, "This is good for him."

516
00:36:22,788 --> 00:36:24,449
"Too old to be putting his...

517
00:36:25,057 --> 00:36:26,547
"...head on my shoulder."

518
00:36:30,529 --> 00:36:31,655
But...

519
00:36:32,197 --> 00:36:33,357
...that wasn't it.

520
00:36:38,270 --> 00:36:39,532
I was embarrassed.

521
00:36:40,505 --> 00:36:43,474
Everybody can see us.
My son's doing something embarrassing.

522
00:36:43,575 --> 00:36:46,339
I was embarrassed,
didn't know what to do, shoved him.

523
00:36:50,882 --> 00:36:52,907
That's the first thing I thought of...

524
00:36:53,485 --> 00:36:55,646
...when he told me and Elaine he was gay.

525
00:36:57,155 --> 00:36:59,089
He had been for four years, and...

526
00:37:00,358 --> 00:37:03,054
...he'd hid it from us, afraid to tell us.

527
00:37:05,464 --> 00:37:07,022
Four years of his life.

528
00:37:08,733 --> 00:37:11,201
Don't know why it's the first thing I thought of.

529
00:37:23,715 --> 00:37:25,740
Last time my father came around to...

530
00:37:27,119 --> 00:37:29,178
...pay my mother for my sister and me...

531
00:37:31,189 --> 00:37:34,681
...and he couldn't find work,
and my mother would cut him no slack.

532
00:37:37,762 --> 00:37:39,024
Then he...

533
00:37:40,932 --> 00:37:43,924
...comes out to me in the alley and...

534
00:37:45,504 --> 00:37:46,903
...he says:

535
00:37:48,206 --> 00:37:50,436
"Time comes, you think about having kids...

536
00:37:51,676 --> 00:37:53,303
"...all's I can say is, don't."

537
00:37:57,782 --> 00:37:58,908
What a start.

538
00:38:02,320 --> 00:38:03,480
Fucking drunk.

539
00:38:06,358 --> 00:38:08,053
Fuckin' asshole loser drunk.

540
00:38:45,564 --> 00:38:47,896
Last time Bobby was in the hospital, what...

541
00:38:48,266 --> 00:38:49,528
...two months ago...

542
00:38:53,104 --> 00:38:54,401
...l'm in there, and...

543
00:38:54,906 --> 00:38:57,272
...Elaine's going out to get some orange juice.

544
00:39:02,747 --> 00:39:05,443
I'm holding his hand,
and he's got all these tubes.

545
00:39:11,523 --> 00:39:14,890
I was thinking, "What can I say? What can I do?"

546
00:39:17,195 --> 00:39:18,423
I felt empty.

547
00:39:21,032 --> 00:39:22,693
An empty room.

548
00:39:25,704 --> 00:39:28,639
I'm sitting there holding his hand, and I...

549
00:39:31,576 --> 00:39:33,806
That's all that's left, you know?

550
00:39:38,016 --> 00:39:40,450
But it wasn't all that was left.

551
00:39:41,686 --> 00:39:45,178
I had debated mentioning it to him for years.

552
00:39:45,257 --> 00:39:48,954
I thought,
"It's more important he knows I love him."

553
00:39:49,094 --> 00:39:51,358
In that moment, I realized...

554
00:39:52,330 --> 00:39:53,991
...that I was afraid...

555
00:39:55,333 --> 00:39:56,595
...to mention it.

556
00:39:59,504 --> 00:40:01,131
Embarrassed.

557
00:40:01,906 --> 00:40:04,568
I looked in his eyes, and his pupils were like...

558
00:40:05,343 --> 00:40:07,140
...black olives.

559
00:40:09,147 --> 00:40:10,512
I whispered to him:

560
00:40:12,183 --> 00:40:14,378
"Bobby, you know I love you, honey.

561
00:40:17,422 --> 00:40:18,548
"Something...

562
00:40:20,191 --> 00:40:22,682
"...l've been needing to say.

563
00:40:24,496 --> 00:40:26,589
"I wanted to for years."

564
00:40:30,068 --> 00:40:33,231
It was everything I could do to get out the word...

565
00:40:34,406 --> 00:40:35,668
..."apologize."

566
00:40:38,276 --> 00:40:40,972
And he said, "It's so okay, Dad."

567
00:40:44,783 --> 00:40:47,877
For years, I avoided mentioning it, and he says:

568
00:40:50,221 --> 00:40:51,449
"It's so okay, Dad."

569
00:40:58,897 --> 00:41:01,092
Regan, how's the ticker?

570
00:41:02,067 --> 00:41:03,591
Fine.

571
00:41:04,002 --> 00:41:06,232
I've been on my feet about five months now.

572
00:41:11,176 --> 00:41:12,336
I had a bypass.

573
00:41:15,747 --> 00:41:17,942
I live down the street from the Murphys.

574
00:41:23,988 --> 00:41:27,651
Danny and Bobby went to the country club
to be caddies.

575
00:41:28,093 --> 00:41:29,390
I didn't know that.

576
00:41:30,428 --> 00:41:31,622
They hated it.

577
00:41:31,930 --> 00:41:33,192
Sweating.

578
00:41:34,466 --> 00:41:36,263
Something like $1 an hour.

579
00:41:37,669 --> 00:41:40,604
Third day of work,
I got a call from the guy at the club.

580
00:41:41,873 --> 00:41:44,899
Could I come pick Bobby and Danny up?

581
00:41:45,810 --> 00:41:47,072
They were fired.

582
00:41:49,047 --> 00:41:50,742
So I get there and...

583
00:41:52,417 --> 00:41:53,850
...Mrs...

584
00:41:55,153 --> 00:41:56,211
What's it?

585
00:41:57,255 --> 00:41:59,689
Fat one, runs the Colonial Realty.

586
00:41:59,991 --> 00:42:01,424
Dolores Edmondson.

587
00:42:02,494 --> 00:42:03,825
She's there.

588
00:42:06,464 --> 00:42:09,991
In a swimming suit,
wrapped in this huge club towel.

589
00:42:11,703 --> 00:42:12,965
That sailor hat.

590
00:42:15,707 --> 00:42:17,607
She caught Bobby and Danny...

591
00:42:19,277 --> 00:42:21,404
...going into the women's dressing room...

592
00:42:21,479 --> 00:42:22,969
...looking up under the...

593
00:42:23,415 --> 00:42:26,350
...floorboards at the naked women,
next to the swimming pool.

594
00:42:29,187 --> 00:42:32,714
She sees these two little sets of eyes
looking up at her, and...

595
00:42:33,658 --> 00:42:35,125
...she starts screaming.

596
00:42:35,927 --> 00:42:37,189
I never knew this.

597
00:42:40,565 --> 00:42:44,001
So I'm driving them home. They're terrified.

598
00:42:45,003 --> 00:42:47,597
In the back, neither one of them's saying a word.

599
00:42:49,407 --> 00:42:52,001
Finally, Danny says under his breath:

600
00:42:54,579 --> 00:42:55,841
"What a gyp!"

601
00:42:57,182 --> 00:42:59,150
And Bobby goes, "Yeah.

602
00:43:00,285 --> 00:43:03,812
"Three whole day's work,
and all we get to see is the whale."

603
00:43:09,461 --> 00:43:11,622
Maybe that's what turned Bobby off it.

604
00:43:17,469 --> 00:43:18,993
Do you think?

605
00:43:23,908 --> 00:43:27,071
Maybe it is. Oh, God!

606
00:43:29,747 --> 00:43:33,513
I'm sorry about that thing with the Cub Scouts.

607
00:43:34,752 --> 00:43:37,448
Bobby would have been a great scout leader.

608
00:43:40,558 --> 00:43:42,389
I should have stood up to them, said:

609
00:43:42,460 --> 00:43:45,020
"Look, this is Bobby Murphy, for God's sake."

610
00:43:46,564 --> 00:43:48,361
I'm so sorry, Murph.

611
00:43:49,067 --> 00:43:50,557
Thanks for coming, Regan.

612
00:43:52,537 --> 00:43:54,027
It's not up to me, you know?

613
00:43:54,439 --> 00:43:55,667
It's okay.

614
00:43:59,277 --> 00:44:00,835
We gotta let these things go.

615
00:44:17,195 --> 00:44:18,457
Snow tomorrow.

616
00:44:19,764 --> 00:44:21,698
Maybe.

617
00:44:41,619 --> 00:44:42,745
No regrets.

618
00:44:55,733 --> 00:44:57,462
Don't worry about anything.

619
00:45:02,707 --> 00:45:06,074
That kid's putting dirty spark plugs
in a snow blower.

620
00:45:20,925 --> 00:45:22,688
You might wanna...

621
00:45:23,027 --> 00:45:26,190
...sandpaper those plugs
if you're gonna put the old ones back in.

622
00:45:26,864 --> 00:45:28,195
Save you time.

623
00:47:15,873 --> 00:47:18,501
The snow comes and it comes.

624
00:47:21,946 --> 00:47:24,506
You know they got acid snow now, like acid rain?

625
00:47:25,783 --> 00:47:28,775
- I told you that.
- That's what's wrong with the manger.

626
00:47:29,053 --> 00:47:32,648
You know the rot at the bottom of the wise men,
where the cord comes in?

627
00:47:32,924 --> 00:47:34,687
I think that's acid snow.

628
00:47:36,994 --> 00:47:40,486
Either that or the wise men got athlete's foot.

629
00:47:44,502 --> 00:47:47,027
We could've gotten to it today if it hadn't snowed.

630
00:47:47,739 --> 00:47:52,574
You take that fiberglass tape
and stretch it real tight with epoxy.

631
00:47:53,144 --> 00:47:55,635
- But you leave a hole in the bottom.
- I know.

632
00:47:56,247 --> 00:47:58,772
- Not an exact bottom.
- Three inches from the bottom...

633
00:47:58,850 --> 00:48:01,648
Three inches from the bottom,
so the water can't get in.

634
00:48:05,189 --> 00:48:06,656
What am I worrying about?

635
00:48:06,724 --> 00:48:10,421
Next year, they'll probably buy new ones.

636
00:48:11,295 --> 00:48:13,525
You know, they got 'em at Wal-Mart now.

637
00:48:15,800 --> 00:48:18,735
- But they're smaller.
- Paint's not right, either.

638
00:48:18,903 --> 00:48:21,098
There's something about the eyes.

639
00:48:21,172 --> 00:48:24,471
- Crossed or something.
- Yeah, somehow.

640
00:48:27,445 --> 00:48:29,970
- But do it anyway, tomorrow.
- I will.

641
00:48:30,047 --> 00:48:32,572
Because next year, I mean...

642
00:48:33,184 --> 00:48:34,378
...you never know.

643
00:48:35,820 --> 00:48:37,253
I will. I'll do it.

644
00:48:39,891 --> 00:48:41,085
Wal-Mart.

645
00:48:42,860 --> 00:48:44,691
Good thing, bad thing?

646
00:48:50,902 --> 00:48:52,392
So...

647
00:48:56,541 --> 00:48:57,769
You all right?

648
00:48:59,544 --> 00:49:00,636
Yeah.

649
00:49:05,249 --> 00:49:06,511
Just thoughts.

650
00:49:07,552 --> 00:49:09,019
Last day sort of thoughts?

651
00:49:10,621 --> 00:49:11,679
Yeah.

652
00:49:17,695 --> 00:49:19,629
It's time. What's a job?

653
00:49:27,438 --> 00:49:28,632
You know...

654
00:49:28,973 --> 00:49:30,702
...for years, you think...

655
00:49:31,676 --> 00:49:34,611
...when I retire, finally I'll...

656
00:49:34,946 --> 00:49:36,004
Thoughts.

657
00:49:36,380 --> 00:49:37,642
A lot of time.

658
00:49:50,361 --> 00:49:51,589
What?

659
00:49:52,296 --> 00:49:53,558
What do you mean?

660
00:49:55,066 --> 00:49:57,557
- What is it?
- What do you mean, what is it?

661
00:49:58,069 --> 00:49:59,627
- You okay?
- Yeah!

662
00:50:01,272 --> 00:50:02,466
Okay.

663
00:50:04,208 --> 00:50:05,402
Do I look okay?

664
00:50:06,978 --> 00:50:09,947
- Yeah. What are you talking about?
- You know...

665
00:50:10,381 --> 00:50:13,509
You haven't noticed me repeating things, or...

666
00:50:14,285 --> 00:50:17,345
...not being able to remember, forget...

667
00:50:17,788 --> 00:50:20,484
- Talking.
- Not yet.

668
00:50:22,560 --> 00:50:25,256
I just don't want to go off the deep end, that's all.

669
00:50:29,734 --> 00:50:34,330
- What do you mean, "go off the deep end"?
- I don't know. Lose it.

670
00:50:35,606 --> 00:50:37,073
Or croak.

671
00:50:37,408 --> 00:50:40,673
Who's gonna take care of Elaine?
The economy, the way it is now?

672
00:50:41,679 --> 00:50:45,706
For years, you work towards this thing
that you think is a certain thing.

673
00:50:47,285 --> 00:50:49,310
After a while, you begin to wonder.

674
00:50:49,654 --> 00:50:52,555
Is it certain,
or is what you've been looking forward to...

675
00:50:52,623 --> 00:50:53,851
Is it like...

676
00:50:55,893 --> 00:50:57,656
...a mirage?

677
00:50:59,096 --> 00:51:03,089
Like the only thing you can know for sure
is what's gone before...

678
00:51:03,167 --> 00:51:04,225
...what you already did.

679
00:51:04,302 --> 00:51:08,136
But that's already behind you.
You gotta start thinking about your future.

680
00:51:08,639 --> 00:51:10,504
I don't know.

681
00:51:12,376 --> 00:51:14,674
Besides, you're not gonna croak.

682
00:51:15,813 --> 00:51:18,145
You're a young guy.

683
00:51:24,322 --> 00:51:26,085
What am I gonna do with my life?

684
00:51:27,291 --> 00:51:28,849
You already done it!

685
00:51:31,929 --> 00:51:35,865
You still got your future to think about.
It's not like it's over.

686
00:51:37,301 --> 00:51:39,496
- Future is an open book?
- Yeah.

687
00:51:43,474 --> 00:51:47,001
It may be an open book.
I kind of think I'm on the last few pages.

688
00:51:47,311 --> 00:51:48,608
That's not true.

689
00:51:50,081 --> 00:51:52,845
- I don't know.
- You know that's not true. Come on.

690
00:51:54,518 --> 00:51:56,713
I mean, it's not like it's one open book.

691
00:51:57,121 --> 00:52:01,285
A better way to think about it is,
every day you open a new book.

692
00:52:01,659 --> 00:52:06,153
That way it doesn't matter how old you are,
because you're always starting at page one.

693
00:52:06,230 --> 00:52:08,994
You don't know when it's gonna end. Nobody...

694
00:52:09,200 --> 00:52:11,259
- Because that's when you die?
- Right.

695
00:52:11,936 --> 00:52:15,337
Who knows when that is, right?

696
00:52:16,073 --> 00:52:19,304
You could die tomorrow,
and 10 minutes before, open the book, go:

697
00:52:19,377 --> 00:52:21,402
"Shit, I've got all these pages left."

698
00:52:26,350 --> 00:52:27,840
You're right.

699
00:52:30,654 --> 00:52:32,315
I was winging it, but...

700
00:52:32,890 --> 00:52:35,324
...it sounded good to me, especially the last part.

701
00:52:35,393 --> 00:52:38,294
- My life, you're winging it?
- Just a little.

702
00:52:40,998 --> 00:52:44,559
You get it all from them books, don't you?

703
00:52:45,536 --> 00:52:48,528
- Finding My Father.
- Finding Our Father. No.

704
00:52:49,573 --> 00:52:52,804
- How'd you get so smart all of a sudden?
- What do you mean?

705
00:52:52,877 --> 00:52:56,313
- You're just a kid.
- Fuck you, and blow me, just for the record.

706
00:53:02,453 --> 00:53:04,785
Time goes by, it seems like a little time.

707
00:53:07,491 --> 00:53:09,823
You turn around, it was a big time.

708
00:53:13,864 --> 00:53:15,092
Just like the movies.

709
00:53:16,000 --> 00:53:17,058
What?

710
00:53:17,701 --> 00:53:19,100
I was just thinking.

711
00:53:19,603 --> 00:53:22,128
Everything goes by so much faster in the movies.

712
00:53:22,840 --> 00:53:24,171
- Shit.
- Watch it!

713
00:53:27,078 --> 00:53:29,774
- Get in the car!
- Please, Mom.

714
00:53:30,281 --> 00:53:32,647
- Oh, my God.
- Mommy!

715
00:53:33,918 --> 00:53:36,409
- Get in the car!
- Ma'am.

716
00:53:36,654 --> 00:53:38,679
- What's wrong with your mom?
- I don't know.

717
00:53:38,756 --> 00:53:41,919
The car smells, and she screamed,
and she's upset...

718
00:53:41,992 --> 00:53:43,516
Ma'am!

719
00:53:45,229 --> 00:53:47,459
- Did you have an accident?
- No.

720
00:53:47,531 --> 00:53:49,465
Mommy. Men are here.

721
00:53:49,533 --> 00:53:52,024
Get in the car!

722
00:53:52,470 --> 00:53:55,200
- What's your name?
- Hope.

723
00:53:55,272 --> 00:53:58,105
Is your mother hurt, Hope?

724
00:53:58,309 --> 00:54:00,243
I don't think so.

725
00:54:00,411 --> 00:54:01,844
Let's get you in the car.

726
00:54:01,912 --> 00:54:04,779
- You gotta keep warm.
- No!

727
00:54:05,883 --> 00:54:07,373
We have to keep you warm.

728
00:54:07,451 --> 00:54:09,078
Oh, my God, please!

729
00:54:10,254 --> 00:54:11,312
Ma'am?

730
00:54:11,388 --> 00:54:14,915
Go away. You don't know me.
Just leave me alone.

731
00:54:14,992 --> 00:54:17,859
- I deserve to die!
- No, you don't, ma'am.

732
00:54:18,095 --> 00:54:22,930
Yes, I do. My beautiful leather coat.
My whole life, I wanted one. Look at it!

733
00:54:24,268 --> 00:54:25,895
It looks fine to me.

734
00:54:26,537 --> 00:54:27,765
It isn't!

735
00:54:28,272 --> 00:54:29,796
It's burned, look!

736
00:54:30,441 --> 00:54:31,738
Look at it!

737
00:54:38,649 --> 00:54:40,844
That's nothing. A little patch, you can cover...

738
00:54:40,918 --> 00:54:43,182
- Nothing?
- It's gonna be okay.

739
00:54:43,254 --> 00:54:45,279
This is God's punishment for smoking.

740
00:54:45,356 --> 00:54:48,757
My husband bought me this coat,
because I said that I quit smoking.

741
00:54:48,826 --> 00:54:51,920
My whole life, I wanted a leather coat. Look at it!

742
00:54:54,131 --> 00:54:57,897
- I think your husband will understand.
- He won't. He's an asshole.

743
00:54:58,569 --> 00:55:00,764
This is all so fucked. You don't get it?

744
00:55:02,806 --> 00:55:05,468
- Give me the light.
- She's running towards the pond.

745
00:55:06,710 --> 00:55:07,972
No, darling.

746
00:55:09,013 --> 00:55:10,480
Mom's gonna be all right.

747
00:55:11,215 --> 00:55:13,706
It's okay. Talk to me. Come on.

748
00:55:30,334 --> 00:55:31,460
Wait!

749
00:55:37,241 --> 00:55:38,503
Shit!

750
00:55:38,842 --> 00:55:40,742
Get off me!

751
00:55:42,413 --> 00:55:44,438
Let me die!

752
00:55:51,889 --> 00:55:53,652
- Let me go.
- It's okay.

753
00:55:53,724 --> 00:55:56,352
- Let me die.
- It's okay.

754
00:55:56,527 --> 00:55:58,893
- God's punishing me.
- No, he isn't.

755
00:56:02,633 --> 00:56:04,999
- Yes, he is.
- He wouldn't do that.

756
00:56:09,240 --> 00:56:10,400
Wait!

757
00:56:11,008 --> 00:56:12,771
Don't go up the hill!

758
00:56:15,613 --> 00:56:17,171
What about Hope?

759
00:56:18,415 --> 00:56:21,407
Hope, my angel.

760
00:56:23,053 --> 00:56:25,146
- My angel.
- That's right.

761
00:56:25,422 --> 00:56:28,152
She's your angel. God sent her. You know that!

762
00:56:30,561 --> 00:56:34,053
Why would God send me a child
with this asshole?

763
00:56:34,932 --> 00:56:38,561
- He looks right through me.
- You deserve her. Look how smart she is.

764
00:56:38,936 --> 00:56:40,426
She'd do anything for you.

765
00:56:40,704 --> 00:56:41,864
What's a jacket?

766
00:56:42,139 --> 00:56:45,336
You can't abandon her over a jacket.
God would never forgive that.

767
00:56:45,643 --> 00:56:48,544
Her blaming herself her whole life,
he'd never forgive that.

768
00:56:54,585 --> 00:56:55,779
Stay there, okay?

769
00:57:12,803 --> 00:57:13,792
Shit.

770
00:57:27,651 --> 00:57:29,516
My husband hits me.

771
00:57:31,422 --> 00:57:33,117
Why does God let him do it?

772
00:57:35,159 --> 00:57:38,060
That's a sign. Like the angel. Maybe it's...

773
00:57:38,529 --> 00:57:41,896
It's a sign it's time to leave him.
To say, "Fuck you," do without him.

774
00:57:41,965 --> 00:57:43,023
You know?

775
00:57:43,267 --> 00:57:45,428
He doesn't deserve you. God knows that.

776
00:57:46,837 --> 00:57:48,134
Leave your husband.

777
00:57:48,272 --> 00:57:49,432
Not Hope.

778
00:57:49,506 --> 00:57:50,734
Not your angel.

779
00:57:56,246 --> 00:57:57,838
How do you know all this?

780
00:58:04,221 --> 00:58:05,449
You Catholic?

781
00:58:07,257 --> 00:58:08,451
No.

782
00:58:11,095 --> 00:58:13,063
Where are you getting all this from?

783
00:58:14,932 --> 00:58:16,058
I don't know.

784
00:58:22,773 --> 00:58:23,865
Are you cold?

785
00:58:26,477 --> 00:58:27,876
So cold.

786
00:58:29,680 --> 00:58:31,170
I know. Here, take my coat.

787
00:58:37,955 --> 00:58:39,047
People...

788
00:58:41,291 --> 00:58:44,556
They look at you like you're some piece of shit.

789
00:58:46,964 --> 00:58:48,056
I know.

790
00:58:49,066 --> 00:58:50,533
Like you don't matter.

791
00:58:52,169 --> 00:58:53,295
I know.

792
00:58:54,371 --> 00:58:57,033
Like you don't belong here.

793
00:58:57,841 --> 00:58:59,035
I know.

794
00:59:01,478 --> 00:59:02,775
Like you're nothing.

795
00:59:05,716 --> 00:59:06,910
You're not nothing.

796
00:59:39,049 --> 00:59:40,311
I got cake.

797
00:59:41,518 --> 00:59:43,679
Here's Murph. I'll see you guys later.

798
01:00:13,550 --> 01:00:16,451
- Nothing like going out with a bang, huh?
- Yeah.

799
01:00:19,022 --> 01:00:20,614
What was the problem?

800
01:00:23,293 --> 01:00:24,988
Her husband's a fucking jerk.

801
01:00:25,629 --> 01:00:27,028
A fucking jerk?

802
01:00:31,768 --> 01:00:33,702
Goodbye, fair workplace.

803
01:00:43,313 --> 01:00:44,644
Don't, okay?

804
01:00:48,218 --> 01:00:49,310
I gotta.

805
01:00:52,122 --> 01:00:53,419
Okay, then.

806
01:00:57,160 --> 01:00:59,560
- You're a great guy.
- Shut up.

807
01:01:03,467 --> 01:01:05,128
You mean a lot to me, you know.

808
01:01:06,537 --> 01:01:07,663
Fuck you.

809
01:01:13,877 --> 01:01:15,504
You know what I mean.

810
01:01:16,380 --> 01:01:17,711
I know.

811
01:01:21,118 --> 01:01:22,983
I got you something.

812
01:01:23,820 --> 01:01:25,685
Sort of a retirement thing.

813
01:01:33,263 --> 01:01:34,594
What is it?

814
01:01:36,633 --> 01:01:38,225
I got it in one of those...

815
01:01:40,871 --> 01:01:42,270
...little bead shops.

816
01:01:42,673 --> 01:01:44,197
They have these little...

817
01:01:44,508 --> 01:01:47,739
...pot signs and crystals and peace signs.

818
01:01:48,712 --> 01:01:50,612
- It's a hand?
- It's a Muslim sign.

819
01:01:50,681 --> 01:01:52,546
It's called the "Hand of Fatima."

820
01:01:54,451 --> 01:01:55,884
What's it stand for?

821
01:01:58,155 --> 01:02:00,020
- I don't know.
- Muslim?

822
01:02:00,591 --> 01:02:04,322
I just liked the way it looked,
an open hand, sort of like...

823
01:02:04,494 --> 01:02:05,756
...shaking hands.

824
01:02:08,999 --> 01:02:10,261
Kind of...

825
01:02:10,901 --> 01:02:12,562
You gave me a helping hand.

826
01:02:50,374 --> 01:02:51,602
Thanks.

827
01:02:53,010 --> 01:02:53,999
No.

828
01:02:54,645 --> 01:02:55,976
Thank you.

829
01:03:00,283 --> 01:03:01,807
- Okay.
- Okay.

830
01:03:12,963 --> 01:03:15,124
Surprise!

831
01:03:17,134 --> 01:03:19,864
- Oh, come on.
- Happy retirement!

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